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   It’s kinda late … and it ain’t a stary night…. and im all alone thinking …. what would I write tonight..

   I dont want to write about love, for everything has been said, and nothing is left undone for me as of this moment. And for one, it’s because I dont want to write when I find myself surrounded by broken love lately, the kind of love that others won’t expect to break, but as sure as there is and end to every beginning, good or bad, love was broken….  It’s funny how love is broken by the presence of another love that has become…. or in other case, simply just the lack of it….  and sometimes  we find ourselves believing it is there when it really isn’t.  I dont want to talk about this.

   I also don’t want to talk about life. I dont want to write about something that others may just see as an existence and not an experience. C’mon lets face it…. sometimes were scared to take risks, to make mistakes, to fall, to be rejected, to tell a lie, to go against the tide….. sometimes we even live our lives not only singing the Beatle hit "Let it be" but also just letting it be…. giving up on things and wont even bother to try harder to get what we want…. life’s an experience… not just an existence…. life is surely short…. isn’t it better to live it without regrets than to live it with "maybe if’s".. or "what if’s"?

   Now what should I write about?…. Hurt?…. and ask myself if it always come after happpines?… I know it’s not particulary in that order coz hurt is always there…. so what should I write?…. maybe now’s not the right time….

maybe not tonight….

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