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   Sitting here with my six string on my lap doing some chords singing some verse from the song patience by Guns n Roses made me realize that people understand music the other way around… I mean not like filipino movies where soundtracks are made first before the movies… you know.. stuffs like… " pangako sa yo"… " ikaw lang ang mamahalin"… but the real sense of music…. specifically acoustic music…
    People always get amazed whenever there’s an old song revived in acoustic version… songs they never believed would be done acousticly (na bay inani na word?).  Sometimes they even asked if songs like My Humps could be  done acousticly.  well actually.. its the reverse… every song made  started  acousticly…… acoustic music is the purest kind of music…  no electronics as possible..  people should ask… can this song be  punk… or rap … or rock n roll…  pop.. or jazz.. or RnB and soul …. hey, im not saying its the best… every kind’s the best of it… music is the best… and we should not think about which kind of music is the best because its all the best… music is about expression… not for impression….. music is about being true…. music is about being you…  it doesn’t only belong to those who can make music….  or have good voices … have the fingers for guitar or KB’s…. or have the beat for percussions…. or BTWI’s (born to be with instruments)…. music is for everyone…. in fact… music is just like everyone… different in a sense but the same as well… some may say they are not made for music… but the truth is… we are all made for music as music is made for all of us… we just have to find  it in different ways… I dont know if I am right.. but I believe that music is life… so LIVE IT!!!!
   Well after life … i guess there will still be music….. i mean.. we all know whose up there right… im talking bout john lennon… dr. dre… aaliyah… kurt cobain… still music…. :  )

   I have spent more than half of my life at school.. and they say you’ll learn the right things in school… but why do we still call it "Blackboard" …. i mean, i can understand why they call a whiteboard " whiteboard".. coz the logic is simple.. its clearly white.. but Blackboard?.. we all know it’s green right?
   
   Well, according to my "not so" intensive research and 20 minute self realization, people seem to have a problem associating things with colors. like when you ask a little boy what color the water has.. you’ll  probably hear some different answers like.. "white?" or "see through?" or if you ask a genius kid he/she would probably ask you back.. " .. in what state.. .frozen? ". Is there a logical explaination to these things? maybe.. heres another thing. Educate me if im wrong but is blonde a color?.. "what color do you want your hair to have?…. ".. reply: " blonde". Maybe im wrong but dont blame me… ive seen crayons with 250 colors but none of them says blonde. : )  .. right?… or worst… the often mistaken color.. you know what im talking about… "STRIPES"… " ok kids.. what is the color of a zebra?… kids: " STRIPES!!!"…. see my point?… " the color for today is stripes"… hahaha… help me!… then there’s the fruit "ORANGE"…. if a mango is green.. you call it green mango.. same goes with the apple… but "GREEN ORANGE"?.. its still orange right?… good thing we pinoys call it dalandan… : ) .. anyway,  I would have been bothered much by it if it hadn’t affected this one thing.. one very important thing…. ROMANCE…. you see.. even romance is affected by this misassociation of colors thing…(as i’ve noticed) …  remember the familiar line " Roses are red…. violets are blue…."…… violets are blue?….. WHY?????….. 

                                                                                                       ………… because thats LIFE : )       
   

  People Hu Drink (PhD) - a.m.a. (always misinterpreted as) DRUNKARDS.
    *** take note that these definitons are given without considering the reasons behind it ***

  PhD’s always have a less than good… or simply bad… image regardless of the gender. some people automatically think that PhD’s are troubled individuals who waste their time, money, and life with useless piece of bad tasting beverage with alcohol contents often serve with finger foods called "PULUTAN". PhD’s always had a bad reputation and sometimes parents even warn their sons and daughters not to choose PhD’s. thank God there’s this thing called love that erases that reputation sometimes….. but, anyway, PhD’s are judged before they are understood, and that I believe is very wrong.
  For one, people who usually judge PhD’s are the once who never, or if given a chance, would not want, to drink and socialize with PhD’s for reasons like (1) they dont want the kind of crowd,(2) they dont want to drink because they dont see the essence of drinking bad tasting drinks that make people drunk, and (3) because they dont want their image to be bad, though sometimes they are tempted and driven by their curiosity but still deprive themselves of the oppurtunity of understanding how it feels. Sometimes its self denial.
  Well for those who dont like the crowd… maybe you haven’t really been in that crowd thats why you dont understand and assume that you wont want to be in their. There are a lot of things happening when people are drinking… and being happy ang having lots of fun really is one. For those who dont want to drink because they dont see the essence if it… first, u must think a bit more out of the box… when we say it taste good… it’s not really the taste but everything in it… the feeling you get when your drinking…. the effect… everything… and about being drunk… well thats up to you… but one things for sure. there are such persons as responsible drinkers… they stop before they get drunk .. and you can be one too… For those who dont want to have a bad image… i just have one question for you…. Why do you tend to be more conscious about what others think?… you know yourself… your not what they say you are… you’ve got a life.. live it… if others wont love you the way you are or wont get attracted to you… then so be it… they will eventually feel the same after times of pretending anyway….. atleast it’s the truth….

   I hope you’ll understand that i’m not making this as my alibi for drinking…. i just want people to understand that  many people drink for many reasons….  it’s not always because of bad reasons or problems… I myself dont drink because of something bad that happend… but because something good happened and i want to be happy… theres more to drinking than just getting drunk… there’s this feeling of bond between friends… theres truth and sincerity in words and expression.. though sometimes it gets ot of hand… theres this fun that can create friendships that lasts… there are tears… laughter.. pretty much just like life… its bad for the health they say…. but what isn’t…

  Dont drink if you dont want to…. Dont drink if you dont need to…. Dont drink if dont you feel like drinking… but Dont judge people without understanding.

   ( please finish reading before making your judgement…)

   Most people knowadays are either obsessed of love or fear love. There are the typical man/woman hating girls/boys saying they don’t trust guys/girls anymore… all of them until proven good.. because of some past experiences with them, or worst, not even their own experiences but that of others whom they know, and because of these things.. they tend to be afraid to love and use the never ending saying "we haven’t found the right guy/girl yet". Then there are the cannot be alone type of people who seems to find it easy and necessary to replace the old loved ones when they leave never thinking if they are ready to love,.. if it’s right to love… or if it is even love. The need to love as they say.
  Well,to make it clear, im not against anyone here …  I know and believe that we all have to  love . But I also want everybody to try to FUCK love once in a while.

  I did FUCKed love once, and it happened like this……..

    I knew I was a normal man living a normal life the moment I first laid my eyes on this one special girl whom, years before, never caught my attention like the way she did in my last few years of college. She was there walking, talking, laughing, and smiling like she normally does while, at a distance, there was I, a simple man, looking straight at her open-eyed dreaming that someday I will be standing next to that lady with a sweet name… walking, talking, laughing, smiling, and even crying  with her. Well dreams do come true and within a few sleeps at night and waking ups in the morning, I found myself somehow a part of that pretty girls life.

  But, unlike other love stories, I was stuck in a situation where time is slowly slipping away and i can see it so clearly. I knew she was never gonna be mine. Maybe it’s destiny, but I am man who doesnt believe in destiny, or perhaps refuse to believe in it. I was there trying my best, though she never asked me to, to make my own destiny and maybe… just maybe .. would let her change her mind and be mine. Well, we talked about it before… and it’s clear when she said that she had many plans in life, then suddenly I came, tried to make her happy and she said it worked, but she doesnt know what to do… I’m not part of her plans and things happened quickly and she didn’t know what to do. Well like other girls who dont want flowers because they dont wan’t to be attached to something that they know will be gone soon, she decided not to take me. I know she never wanted me to hope for anything. But I did. I did and I got hurt. Seeing someone you love so much and loved you slowly slipping away. I know were going to see eachother again but at that very moment I felt very sad but I know I tried, and it was worth it. I can still remember the last time we were together here. She held my hand so tight and told me she loved me that much. Well tears are in my eyes that night. I know i’ve been hurt but I want to make it clear that I still want to love and I believe I will.

  You might misinterpret the title of my article today… You might think I hate the world or her or even love. You might think im saying this in a negative way. All I’m saying is that we all should and deserve to FUCK love…. F-all in love… U-nderstand love… C-herish love… and get the chance to K-now  what love is. I know I did.   

   If you feel like i’m making sense right here….. then I hope you’ll FUCK love soon. : )

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